Where did I put my dating handbook?

I have to say that I hate not knowing the rules of the dating scene. Is it something you learn after a bit, or is it innate? Is it passed on from older to younger, or is it like I feel- pushed into the deep end of the pool and drowning. Not sure if flailing my arms round will make me seem more ridiculous than I already feel.

Who, and How do figure out if you are exclusive? Like boyfriend and girlfriend (and is there a difference?) Because I realllly don't want to be the one to ask and make the guy go "Oh, holy shit, she wants... duh duh DUH Commitment!. No, more like I want to feel more secure when blonde German bimbos are putting slutty pictures on your guestbook. My hand itches to bitchslap.

And how long do you date before you introduce friends? I've been dating for a month (yeah, head games start early) and his best friend is coming to visit. I have been told I won't get to see him for a week. A week? Umm... why do I feel like I'm a toy who has been regulated to the closet? I hate that. But I like him, so I take it. Which is stupid too. Because if anyone else asked me about any of the shit I've done, or put up with I would not respond this way. (Oh, nothing terrible, he's a really nice guy, I just think I wouldn't be so whipped.)

I think part of the reason I put up with it is because he's hot. Now that may sound shallow, but I really don't care. I'm the girl in high school who was on the debate and forensics team. German Club President. I played cello in the orchestra, I had braces, asahma (sp?), glasses, acne, and thought overalls were a good idea. Ugh. So yeah, when a hot guy looks at me I'm the one sitting there giggling and point to myself and questioning "me?" cuz that can't be right.

So if anyone has any advice I would realllly appreicate it. I know I'm old enough I should probable know this shit by now, but I don't. (Dork in HS remember?)

Hmmm... Maybe I should write more

Okay, I'm really curious how people find this blog and not the one I'm actually working on. lol. But hey, cool. Now I feel like I actually need to do some blogging here. Let's see, what's going on with me.

Well, I don't know how many of you check out my now normal blog, but you can check it @ www.uber-bloggen.com Well, that's the actual site, but you can link to my blog from there. (which I do hope you do). :D

Otherwise, I did escape from psycho bitch roommates, and other than one foolish attempt to be civil (from which I still have fangmarks), Everything is cool. I'm currently trying to finish those stupid classes which will be the death of me, and trying to keep treading water otherwise- which I get the feeling is the basic occupation everyone has in life. (despite what your job title may read). I'm also dating a really nice, hottie with a body. (Big Smile!) I've heard it said that: "Nice guys aren't cute, Cute guys aren't nice. And guys who are cute AND nice are gay or taken." This guy is nice and cute so I feel like I'm always waiting for the other shoe to drop. *sigh* But here's hoping anyways.

Umm, Wow.

Holy shit. I've been so focussed on Uberbloggen that I haven't even checked in with this one for a while. I just looked in on it and it's at 4487 visitors. OMG! That's pretty freakin' high. I feel so special (tear*) lol. :) I'll try to do some more on here since I actually have people that evidently check in. That's pretty cool. Sooo... yeah.

OMFG!!!!

Wo ist Tiffany?

I'm now in Germany. What to know what's new with me? Keep track of me at Tiffanytracker.info or at my new blog for Germany. Tschuß